Is it ok to tell you I miss you? Because I really do, and want to tell you, but I’m not sure how to do that.
I have so many good things right now. I got the best GPA I’ve ever gotten this semester, have an amazing job and internship lined up for this summer, and am moving into a great apartment in a few weeks. My amazing mother has taken me shopping multiple times to get the perfect wardrobe for my first semi-professional job and my hair is taking shape and is the colors that I want it to be. And I’m decently happy. So when I saw Ryan today for the first time in exactly in seven months, I did not cry. I looked at him briefly and all I wanted was to get away.
He disgusts me.
We honestly have nothing in common and I’m not sure if that make me like you more or like you less.
Also, we should talk.
Oh my god, I’m basically a Senior in college now.




